Chapter 0: Intro

Attitude, sobriety, optimal nutrition, training, recovery, financial discipline, and education. In that order of importance, these are the things that have completely changed my life in ways I never thought possible. I would have never thought I could dig myself out of the hole I felt I was in back in 2022. Now, I've shown myself tenacity, determination, persistence, discipline, and relentless pursuit of my next goal. I had never felt empowered in my life until I showed myself how hard I could push myself and fight for something.

During the rollout of my 2nd studio album "Order 66", I knew it would be quite commercially successful based on the increased marketing budget alone. This intensified the pressure surrounding it which made me even more nervous for the release. I was drinking on average two dozen beers per day to the point of swelling my kidneys. I was also chain smoking "Breeze" vapes and finishing them on my own within 2 days. On top of those things, I was finishing about a gram of wax every 1-2 days. 

Now I'm completely sober from all addictive substances, my diet is as clean and nutritious as possible, I train hard 3-5 days per week, typically achieve 8+ hours of sleep most nights, cut my monthly expenses in half, and decided to go back to school where I have now almost completed my associates and will soon move on to my bachelors.